Picture Perfect

We all dream about it. Falling in love. In movies they make it seem so wonderful and flawless. It makes me wonder, will I be disappointed? When I fall in love will it really be that awesome? I hope so. Just like every other daydreaming girl I dream about that perfect love. The walks on the beach, watching the sunset, kisses that make you feel invincible, knowing someone loves you for who you are, and just having someone to care about and who really cares about you.

Love is such a confusing thing. It can either be the best or the worst feeling ever. It can leave you feeling on top of the world or like you are broken in a million pieces. Break-ups leave people so jaded and thinking, am I unloveable? What's wrong with me?

I think the worst feeling ever is not being loved back by that one person you love. You look at them and dream about being together and kissing in the rain, but they don't think of the same thing. It's so beyond me why it's so hard to get over a crush. It should be easy! They don't like you back, isn't that enough reason to move on? And people tell you to think about all their flaws, but then you just learn to love them! It's so crazy! In my mind I can tell myself I'm so over liking that person, but in my heart I still do! It confuses me so much. I don't know if I'll ever fully understand love.