"Oh, it is love" - Hellogoodbye

Oh,it is love
from the first
time I set my eyes upon yours
thinking "Oh, is it love?"

Oh,dear
It's been hardly a moment
And you are already missed
There is still a bit of your skin
That I've yet to have kissed
Oh say, please do not go
When you know, oh you know that I must
Oh say, I love you so
You know oh you, oh know you can trust
We'll be holding hands once again
All our broken plans I will mend
I will hold you tight so you know
It is love
From the first
Time I pressed my hand to yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"

Oh,dear, its been hardly three days yet
I'm longing to feel your embrace
There are several days
Until I can see your sweet face
Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me?
Oh say, wouldn't it be nice to know right now that we'll be
Someday holding hands in the end
All our broken plans will have been
I will kiss you soft so you know
It is love
From the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"

Oh, your heart may long for love that is more near
So, when I'm gone these words will be here
To ease every fear
And dry up every tear
And make it very clear
I kiss you and I know
It is love
From the first
Time I press my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"

Oh it is love
From the first
Time I pressed my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"
I kiss you and I know
It is love from the first
Time I set my lips against yours
Thinking, "Oh, is it love?"

Stuff.

"My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now, and we don't know where the hell she is." - Ellen Degeneres

Haha my god i love ellen. She's like the funniest person on earth I swear. 

Good Songs-

Runaway - Cartel

Tu Amor - Rbd

What's Left Of Me - Nick Lachey

You Decide - Fireflight

I've Got You - Mcfly

Depressing Songs

Self-Conclusion - The Spill Canvas

"Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets"

Far Away - Nickelback

"That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if I don't see you anymore"

Fix You - Coldplay

"And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?"

Incomplete - Backstreet Boys

"I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete"

My Immortal - Evanescence

"These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase"

Untitled - Simple Plan

"How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me"

Isn't life just AMAZING sometimes??

"When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show that you have a thousand reasons to smile"

Do you ever just feel on top of the world cuz the guy you like flirted with you? Haha I know that's soo shallow but I just have to get it out. AHH amazing. Best night ever.

Anyways, three more days until I get to see my fantabulous cousin! Haven't seen her in forever I'm super pumped! I'm gonna miss everyone though-my friends, my dog, everyone at church. Jeez it's only 10 days but feels like I'm leaving for a long time!

Wow. I still cannot get over it tonight was so awesome I just wanna like go run around and dance and scream haha!

Picture Perfect

We all dream about it. Falling in love. In movies they make it seem so wonderful and flawless. It makes me wonder, will I be disappointed? When I fall in love will it really be that awesome? I hope so. Just like every other daydreaming girl I dream about that perfect love. The walks on the beach, watching the sunset, kisses that make you feel invincible, knowing someone loves you for who you are, and just having someone to care about and who really cares about you.

Love is such a confusing thing. It can either be the best or the worst feeling ever. It can leave you feeling on top of the world or like you are broken in a million pieces. Break-ups leave people so jaded and thinking, am I unloveable? What's wrong with me?

I think the worst feeling ever is not being loved back by that one person you love. You look at them and dream about being together and kissing in the rain, but they don't think of the same thing. It's so beyond me why it's so hard to get over a crush. It should be easy! They don't like you back, isn't that enough reason to move on? And people tell you to think about all their flaws, but then you just learn to love them! It's so crazy! In my mind I can tell myself I'm so over liking that person, but in my heart I still do! It confuses me so much. I don't know if I'll ever fully understand love.

Lessons Learned

1. Don't believe guys when they compliment you or tell you they love you. 99% of the time they don't mean it.
2. Be careful trusting people. It's a crazy world full of people who trick, deceive, and manipulate. Caution is a must.
3. Self-confidence. It says sooo much. You want a guy? Be confident in yourself. It really actually does wonders.
4. Don't confuse self-confidence with having a big ego. There's a fine line there, don't cross it.
5. Do not take your friends for granted! They are your support system, the good friends will stick with you through whatever and be with you until the end.